Nobody, could give my heart back since it lost

I' am floating over the unknown sea
Unknown destination with no one, just me
I lost, yes i knew it
No path mark at all, so hard to find it
Where's the map? I burnt it the last time i have it
I thought i will no longer gonna use it (that time)
Think that i'm already "there" so i give it all my all

I haven't been "that there" before (another "there")
I never believe in it before that time
So once i get to it, i tried to understand it
I don't let it fell that fast.. No i didn't
Took more than twenty four months to let it lives

Til then the dumb in me finally fell and put trust in it
I don't know am i took that wrong decision or not, am i right or not
I have never knew it..

Sometimes i just hate it to let myself gave up to the feeling
Sometimes i just thought it was a mistake

Coz til now i cannot take back what i already giving..
I almost cannot collect the pieces at all
Goshygosh...

I lost..
And nobody could take it to give it back to me..

Sometimes i just stoned and sang that sad song all alone "You can't break me, coz i'am already broken"
Ha!