Tired of trying

Sometimes i feel like, daaymmnn am done!!
Just wanna try none bout it.. I done trying.
Hate of being the only one who trying to make it works.
Tired of putting on hopes and dreams in it.

I just.. Im nothing but human
Human getting tired, and need a break sometimes.
Ive taking my breaktime tho, and throw myself back
Then
Tadaaaaa... Same old shits!!

I wanna get what i deserve, thats all... Ive strive alot, hurtd alot, loosing trust and so on and so on, when will i get the crown???