I used to love love

yea i used to love love as i love my early life as a kid
as a proud kid i was proud to my ancestors seed

i used to love love as i was taught by our belief
til then them folks no longer relief
the pain inside that just keep on growing
keep on throwing anger and hate from the ceiling

am grieving and remembering that day when i ask thy why
i asked him why should i feel that biggest lost that makes me cry til it dried
my life use to be so bright til i met this hollow
then i made some appointment to them bad and greet them hallo

deal with the five-o doin a big shit solo
my academic said BINGO! you're almost get the BIG O!
then i thanking them deans for bailed me out
though i don't feel like guilty but life's knock me out

yea i betta deal the ill deal to chill my soul
them physical pain do better to wipe my sorrow
the adrenaline lit me up when im feelin cold
by the way if u have any happiness let me there to borrow..